Have you ever thought about it for a minute- like wow, I am so fucking lucky to be alive. Isn’t it amazing that we are born who we are? I’ve never been able to get over that. If one little thing would have gone differently in my parents’ life, I wouldn’t be here. I cannot fucking fathom it. I cannot fathom that one day I won’t be here. It’s all just fucking crazy and I think I’ve reached a stage in my life that I’m finally realizing I am not invinsible and no one I love is either and it’s just all really terrifying.